How I miss you dear friends. I really do wish you were here, then I really wouldn't have to come home. Lol! My family & I usually take at least 1 trip a year, & this one was much needed. In December I had 4 days off. In January & February it was a bit better, 7 days! Lol! Good thing I love what I do. Being away has brought up some interesting feelings for me though. A good friend of mine recently pointed out to me how much unconditional unselfish love I give. I never really noticed, to be honest. Being away has made me realize just how much love I give. I miss giving it. I still give love to strangers & unknown/new friends while I travel, but man, I sure do miss my hugs. I give them freely, as most of you know. People look at me funny when I offer up a hug to a complete stranger, lol..... Can you see me doing it? Poor Thomas has had enough..... & gives me the look like 'really mum, another one?' lol. Thankfully Kyle loves my hugs, and is such a trooper he never complains. I will say this though, I think the more people I hug, the more balanced I get. Let me explain it this way; back to the theory that we are all energy, when we hug, we share energy, and therefore balance between us. Like balancing polarities. Does that make sense?
Anyway , on a totally different topic, when we first arrived in Moorea, I felt really dizzy. For a long time. My body had a hard time adjusting to the energy here. It is very different, very intense. I even tear up every once and a while. I'll bring home a few stones for those of you that don't want to brave the 14 hour (4 planes) trip. I'm not sure if I'm tearing up because my soul recognizes its close to home (or maybe home again, past life of course), or if my body is just reacting to the islands slowly sinking (very slowly, but it's happening). Funny, now that I think about it, I recently cleared a past life in a CCMBA (yes even I do them), where I believe I was in Atlantis, as it was sinking. I was able to get my family to safety, but alas, I drown with the island. WOW! I guess that's what my body is reacting too now. I emotionally released the feelings associated with drowning, and now my body is reacting to the physical feeling of being in a similar energy again! Amazing! You know life never ceases to amaze me. It is beautiful here, the people are lovely & yes the ocean is so blue it hurts your eyes. It will be nice to come home.... It will be nice to be in my energy again. I know some of you are saying, 'oh Truly, just meditate to get your energy back'. But it's not that easy guys, honest. I literally feel upside down. I have been trying to meditate, I just can't. I have 3 great guided meditations to listen too, (which btw, the CD will be available very soon) & I can't get into them. I've tried chanting, I've tried 'be still, know God', and still, no. I don't want to say I'm a pro at meditating, but I've been doing it most of my life, (at least once a week for many many years). I can meditate through distractions, like baby's crying (even mine if I know he's safe), through pain (both sitting on a fire-ant hill in Texas & natural childbirth), and motion (like being on a plane or boat). I can't meditate here! I think Kyle knows it too, because he's even offered to send me to the spa! Lol..... Probably because I'm cranky. (but I'd rather take some beautiful black pearls home instead). Oh well, I'll stay swimming and soaking up all the sun I can till I'm home to hug you again. Till then, much love from the South Pacific. Xoxoxo Love & Light, Truly